Lately, Spirit has been guiding me to write about what is going on in 2020 from a spiritual perspective. I’ll share about my experiences and what I feel like these experiences have been showing me.
A Pre-cognitive Dream
It was November 8, 2016. I was visiting my best friend in LA and at the time, all polls were pointing to Hillary. I had a dream that morning. I remember a voice telling me that Trump would win the presidency. In my dream, I saw images of brown people in tent-cities that looked like detention camps. I saw empty shelves at the grocery store and long lines of shopping carts. I then heard the same voice tell me, “This will happen so that people will understand the consequences of their actions.” When, I woke up. I wasn’t sure what to think. But the voice was so calming, I knew it was a message from an angel. It wasn’t until the election results were announced that night, did I realize the dream I had was telling me of what was to come.
A Mediumship Reading
I had been working with a client for all of 2019 providing mediumship readings. In 2020, as COVID-19 was making its way across Italy, her loved one who was on the other side told us what it was like for him. He was part of the team of “helpers” that were helping departed souls cross over into the astral realm. He showed me images of a higher realm of consciousness, floating above the Earth’s atmosphere. I witnessed the souls floating up in swirls of purple and blue and it felt like total, utter peace. As the souls merged into the plane of the spiritual realm, it was as if the spiritual realm got closer to Earth. This conjunction brought closer a field of expanded awareness and higher consciousness to our earthly realm. To me, this meant that the veil was getting thinner.
Journey of Souls
Have you heard of a soul’s journey? A couple years ago, I was introduced to a book by Michael Newton, a hypnotherapist that accidentally regressed a person back to the in-between portion before the soul incarnates into human form. He did it again with different clients and found a striking resemblance between stories. Dolores Cannon wrote a similar book with her own findings. These case studies detailed how we as souls choose to incarnate into this human body. We choose our family. We choose to participate in lessons and karmic contracts. That means that right now, you chose to be here. You chose to intentionally incarnate into this seemingly chaotic time. Why?
Astrology & Numerology
There has been a lot happening in terms of astrology and numerology. I have been following Kari Samuels and she explains that we started this new year and decade with an eclipse portal. Then, we had 5 planets in retrograde and by the end of the year, all of the planets will have been in retrograde. This has awakened the parts of ourselves we have been hiding. The shadow of karmic and past-life lessons have emerged… on an individual level, but also as a collective. This awakening has also brought up our hidden intuitive gifts and our power. We have had to redefine what freedom really means to us and what nurture and care look like to us.
For 2020, the planets and numbers have told a story of destruction and rebirth happening within us and around us. We have had to reclaim and recover the parts of ourselves that have been trying to come out as we reconnect and rebuild.
A Quantum Hypnosis Session
I have been working with a hypnotherapist recently and in one of our sessions, she brought forth my higher-self (the most knowing and connected part of my soul). When asked why all of this was going on this year, my higher-self said this:
To expose. To expose discrimination. To expose inequities. To expose injustice. This is on many layers: race, gender, wealth gap, environmental, all of it. (Basically, the emergence of the shadow.)
When asked why COVID-19 is happening at this time, my soul said this:Our planet, Mother Earth, is tired and sending a strong message of renewal. Covid-19 has happened as a result of deforestation. Animals from the forests near Wuhan, China had lost their habitat due to new developments. Where disease would have usually stayed within the animal kingdom, this infectious strain jumped to the new occupants of the region: humans. The virus has spread world-wide as a way to bring balance to nature. We humans have treated the earth as if it’s an inexhaustible resource. The earth is getting warmer. The sea levels are getting higher. Humans are supposed to be the stewards of this Earth. We have not done a good job for all of its inhabitants. We are now paying the toll on a global scale.
What it All Means
In the mediumship reading I mentioned earlier, I was told by this loved one in spirit form that we are at a crux in the evolution of our planet. He told me that other planets in the universe have had to come to this point. Most of them made it through, but some were at the brink of destruction. The most grim outcome from the other planets was that most living species were gone. Only small life forms were left and the planet had to restart from the beginning. Kinda like what happened to the dinosaurs, but think along the lines of reverting back to protozoas.
When other planets had come to this crux, the most advanced species on the planet had to work together collectively to see to the survival of the species, other life forms, and the wellbeing of the planet which they inhabited. He told me he had hope in us humans.
We choose to incarnate into this body at this very time. Why? To learn. To heal. As we are watching the world unfold around us, our thought forms have unraveled in the process. The shadow of karmic and past-life lessons have emerged in the United States and so have the shadow of karmic and past-life lessons in my energy healing sessions with clients. I am reminded that whatever comes out from the darkness needs to be brought into the light for healing.
For many of my clients, this healing has brought about a spiritual awakening process, hidden intuitive gifts, and a sense of personal power. More on this for another time.
I was watching a talk with Brené Brown recently who said, “Independence is great, but we are neuro-biologically wired for interdependence.” Which means we need each other.
So how can we build a more just and nurturing society? I have a feeling the answer lies in how we connect to ourselves (and higher selves), how we connect to this earth, and how we connect to each other. First, we must take care of our selves. Only then, can we hear our own intuitive voice. And as we care for this earth, our home, we must remember that we are all in this together. My hope is that we continue to care for each other.